11.5.05
This is so yuan wang-ing. I swear I did my best to treat you nicely. I tried my best to make sure that you wouldn't feel left out and everything. But what do I get in return? Im tired of hearing you complain and wallow in self pity. And I know you will always be biased against us instead of them because they are "cooler". And what was the point of lying to her? You knew she didn't like it, so why did you still do that? I guess I'll never be able to understand you. I will never know what your main motives are. All I know is I don't want to have much to do with you anymore.

Sorry. Just pissed. Maybe I should learn to accept things for the way they are.
Wednesday, May 11, 2005

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